I miss running

I miss running. I know that may sound crazy to some of you, but I know there are also some of you out there who understand. I am not a great runner, but it is something I enjoy doing for exercise. I would love to get on my elliptical right now since it's low impact and I could probably do a slow pace for a half hour or so without causing contractions....maybe. That sounds so good! But my elliptical is in the dark undone part of the basement, not to be dusted off and put back into daylight until we FINALLY have carpet in the done part. I can't bring myself to work out in the dungeon. In the meantime, I had to buy new pants because my thighs were too big for some of the pants I wore through the last 2 pregnancies. Like that's not depressing! Ok, really it's not. It's a joke between husband and I, actually. I make a complaint and he says "So go get on the elliptical!" and we laugh. I don't mind gaining baby weight, and I don't mind the process of losing it either. It's not a body image problem for me. I like exercising to feel healthy. I miss listening to my iPod and just cruisin' down the pavement. Right now, I just don't feel that healthy. I want to put on my running shoes and just run for an hour. Just 11 more weeks...plus 3 or 4 after that...